and irrational psychological makeup, so that the best of it may precipitate as a result. I
was doing this not only with an emphasis of learning from my past but trying to
understand the state of stupidity or initial causes, which made me vulnerable to an
ideological dogma, which is capable of exploiting the healthy and noble cause of young
people, like I used to be.
Remaining true to my mathematics passion of my youth, these notes were always
accompanied by a sketch or model, which could generalize my understanding. In the
process of human maturing, there are extreme circumstances, be it intimate life, personal
or social experience or a combination of several factors in the surrounding nature, which
may bring about a new perception of life and a substantial change in the consciousness of
the subject. At the end of year 2004, I was lucky to have this experience, which
substantially changed my perspective and made an end to my earlier passive and personal
vegetative existence - This experience lead me to a process of enlightenment; engagement
for a process of enlightenment not only for personal knowledge and spiritual development
but also to share my strivings at least among friends, who have my esteem and respect.
The candle of enlightenment was of course burning since mankind has stepped into this
nature, but with full awareness, may be in my case, I have only discovered it now, when I
began to grasp the old people who were writing about it under the light of their candles,
long before we have the pleasure of a brighter light today; a brighter light, which
sometimes makes us blind. However, since the candle is somehow more beautiful,
nostalgic and full of art than our modern light, we still live and like our candle burning and
enjoy the silence of mind, which it renders our spirit, in moments of life, when the past, the
present and the future refuse to be different… Exceptional moments of time before we may
perhaps experience the pleasure of that Beyond.
That Beyond, is here not the subject of my “model” at all. Let us leave this for the silence.
Important variables and factors indicating this are however, included in the Model, since
they simply belong to the consistency and correctness of the logic. The “model” , on which
I was taking my time, in moments of wanting to give Life a purpose, remembering all our
friends and the last generation of the Ethiopian youth, who left us believing in a purpose in
their unfortunate way is only this “side” of life - Life, which without any exceptions, the
coming generations of Ethiopia should enjoy. My intention with this model is also not to
declare this or that “new knowledge” whatsoever, but only making the play as transparent
and as general as possible, so that any young man could see through it and opt for nothing
but Life; Life, a jewel, a gift of the Absolute, which compares and equals nothing, other
than its own defense and purpose.
This fact is I think, what the survivors of the last generation, owe this generation. That
means, in simple words, the game of the day should only be LIFE, if possible why not with
a high purpose of Harmony. But never neither sacrifice nor harassment, be it state or
whatever.
After the experience mentioned above and a conscious process of enlightening myself;
beginning to work through the sweet jungle of knowledge and completing - my “search for
truth”, to present it in this form of model was not difficult. It is logically consistent and I
think all-round... Above-all, I myself believe it is true and correct. If others understand my
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