The Black Napkin Volume 1 Issue 4 | Page 36

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DEAR DAVE

by John Grey

They were in the bathtub,

the shower curtain, the sink.

You tried scrubbing your body,

thoroughly rinsing your skin,

but that silence you heard

when toweling yourself

was just their laughter

at your pathetic efforts.

You slept with them.

The sheets, the blankets,

the pillows,

made for the perfect way-stations

to your interior.

You wore them in your clothes

Denim pressed against thigh,

silk tight to chest,

they took as invitations.

Here you come again

pretending it's all you

when we just know

you're more than ever

the company you unwittingly keep.

We don't shake hands

for fear of their spreading.

And hugs of course

arc completely out of question.

We look in your eyes

and see them floating.

Ingrained in your voice,

we hear the murmuring of others.

Day by day,

moment by moment,

you become less your old self,

more what they are.

We've no idea what to call them.

So until they tell us otherwise,

Dave will have to do.