Stop Suffering ISSUE019 | Page 15

I knew where this would go, so after 3 months I went back to Portugal. After a few unsuccessful attempts to stop, my parents decided to put me in a rehab centre. It was the worst moment of my life. I was alone on the hospital bed. There was a bible and a book about an ex-drug user. As I was reading his story, I saw myself in that book. For the first time in my life, I felt like someone knew what was happening inside of me. I felt that God was watching me all those years and has a plan for me but He couldn’t do anything until I wanted to give Him a chance to be part of my life. When the treatment finished, I decided to go to the Help Centre. I saw the light at the end of the tunnel. I still remember to this day the time when I surrendered my heart to God and to show me that He is real. It was the best day of my life. I sought Him and I found peace. It was never easy because the temptation is always there but God makes me stronger each day. A new me was born! I was free from the addictions. Today, I help people who are lost like how I was one day. Life is a battle but with God you win every single day! Natalina Batista Mississauga, ON STOP SUFFERING|15