Popular Culture Review Vol. 8, No. 2, August 1997 | Page 67

Bom on the Fourth of July , 63 thrown out of the bar. Later, after an argument with a taxicab driver, they are left stranded in the desert. Charlie begins a venomous tirade against the government. President Nixon and the Vietnam war. He verbally assaults Kovic, suggesting that his "soul" was never invested in the war. The confrontation becomes a shouting match over who killed more babies. Their exchange escalates into a shoving match, and the two end up lying alongside a deserted road, their wheelchairs left standing as the only evidence of their presence. Lying at the base of a hill symbolizes the depth of despair Kovic has reached. In mythic terms, Campbell explains that "at the bottom of the abyss comes the voice of salvation. The black moment is the moment when the real message of transformation is going to come. At the darkest moment comes the light."^^ Kovic's value transformation begins in this scene, where he longs for the "things that made sense," the things you could "count on...before we all got so lost."^® Kovic's experience with Charlie at Villa Dulce is the catalyst for the transformation described by Campbell. He begins to confront the anger he feels: toward his situation-being paralyzed for life; toward the government which deceived and then abandoned him; and toward the value system which has not rewarded him for playing by the rules. The first step in his transformation to a moralistic value system is to admit his guilt to the family of the soldier he killed while in Vietnam. When he faces the soldier's family to explain the circumstances of the young man's death, Kovic is overwhelmed with grief. As he leaves the family's home, the song "When Johnny comes marching hom e" plays in the background. This symbolically foreshadows Kovic's return home, where he is guided by a different value system. Kovic's values are transformed, from embracing both the myths of materialism and moralism, to an affirmation of moralism and subversion of materialism. He no longer assumes that hard-work and persistence will always be rewarded. Vietnam demonstrated to Kovic that success in life is not always within one's own control. Kovic recognizes the priority of restoring human digni ty and self worth, which were taken from the soldiers who were permanently disabled in Vietnam.