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20 these kinds of manipulative abilities, his superego identification with his great-Uncle gave him a strange and unconscious goal towards which he would constantly move, usually with total disregard for others in a single-minded striving for God-like superiority and total power. O n p a g e 9 9 Ti m o t h y und erlin e d “y o u n g T i m ’s abilities to m a nip ul a t e p e o p l e k n e w n o The charisma of the guru may b o u n d s. B l e s s e d with g o o d become as self-serving as the loo k s, wit a n d int e llig e nc e, h e very Establishment against pre tty m u c h go t w h a t h e which it arose, as it is routinized s o u g h t.” H e u n d erlin e d “f or by efforts to sustain power. G o d-li k e su p e riority a n d tot al — S h e ld o n B . K o p p in IF YOU p o w e r, " a n d wro t e HOW TRUEI MEET THE BUDDHA ON THE a n d YEAH! a b o v e it. __________ ROAD, KILL HIMI from page 101: Another clear form that this energy took was in a life-long search for another man to fill the role he had hoped his father and great-Uncle would have filled. Tim sought a person perfect in every sense, literally a superman. The result was that Tim was constantly trying to come in contact with new people of high status in hopes that each one would prove to be the ‘ideal’ of his super ego. As soon as a weakness was found, these people would fall from the pedestal, forming human stepping-stones on the way to an unreachable pinnacle of power. Ti m o t h y ’s u n d erlin e of “trying to c o m e in co n t a c t with n e w p e o p l e of high st a tus in h o p e s tha t e a c h o n e w o uld p ro v e to b e t h e ‘id e a l’ of his s u p e r e g o ” w a s c o n n e c t e d to a circl e in th e l o w e r left m a rgin. In th e circl e h e wro t e HOW TRUEI From pages 97-98: One of [Tim ’s] fellow graduate students at Berkeley related the following. It always seemed to me, at least in recent years, very ironic that Tim emerges as a sort of Prince of Love... the object of so much adoration because one of the vent kev defects in Tim was the inability to truly love or really interact with other people in a meaningful sense. My imagery about Tim was that he was a dancer of Chinese Mask Dances. And you never knew which character in the drama you were being confronted by. That he really didn’t want to have anybody know. He had some beautiful techniqu