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48 Populär Culture Review in the pictographic language of this third dream. These words force Mort to face his demons and to reestablish his inner peace while being at the SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS. Mort’s out-of-body experience makes him scream: “Please help me! Vm lost and afraid!” (King, Window 255). As Mort’s anxiety and sleep disruptions increase, his suffering from a “persistent difficulty sleeping,” creating a “sleep-deprived equilibrium” (Dement 130) that intensifies. Due to the “more frequent awakenings from sleep, and [the] poorer overall sleep quality” (Levin 494), Mort is incapable of finding any physical or emotional rest. Consequently, Mort’s already existing emotional distress worsens and instigates an enhancement of Mort’s night terrors and parasomniac violence as both are linked to the process of disturbing imagery with a high affect load during REM sleep. As the story continues, Mort’s dreams become an indistinguishable haunting part of reality. He is no longer capable of distinguishing between what is real and what is not. His suffering from derealization gives everything around him a “sense of unreality” (King, Window 257). The resulting intellectual uncertainty and unfamiliarity of the Situation in combination with the haunting notion of betrayal prompt a frequent reoccurrence of a man who “doesn’t look exactly real” (King, Window 241) but rather resembles “a character out of a novel by William Faulkner” (King, Window 241): John Shooter. He is a man whose identity is an artifact consisting of the following ideas: a fictional character with a strong southem accent just like John Kintner; a writer who reminds Mort of his failure as a Professional writer by accusing him of plagiarism; a stranger who wears Mort’s hat, is imitating his voice, and is wearing his clothes, 3 a person, whose name is a pseudonym for Ted’s hometown Shooter’s Knob. John Shooter is nothing eise than an outer manifestation of Mort’s repressed double. He is the writer’s dark half. Who am I? Meeting John Shooter, Meeting Myself On the one hand, John Shooter can be read as the personification of Mort Rainey’s shame, helplessness, betrayal, unsuccessfulness, and guilt. On the other hand, the imaginary flgure is the embodiment of Mort’s unrealistic selfidealization or what he thought he ought to be—a successfixl writer. John Shooter is the epitome of the author’s repressed identity, his suppressed past “that ought to have remained hidden and secret, but yet comes to light” (Freud, Uncanny 376) in a state of transient and intermittent insomnia4 provoked by psychological stress, depression, and alcoholic intoxication. In this respect, the usually unconscious phenomenon of idealization has become a threatening obstacle “that substitutes for realistic self-confidence and realistic pride” (Homey 100). The familiär has taken an unfamiliar form of appearance and as such comprises the converged meaning of the two German words, heimlich (homely) and unheimlich (wild, mysterious, uncanny). Shooter reminds Mort of