Popular Culture Review Vol. 20, No. 1, Winter 2009 | Page 20

16 Popular Culture Review_________________ fleshy world of appearance is reality can manifest itself in terms of wanting the perfect dress for the perfect occasion, the perfect shoes for the perfect evening, the perfect tint to the perfect flowers at one’s perfect wedding. It can manifest itself in madness. There are those who criticize reality TV stars for “playing to the camera.” They are performing roles, so goes the critique, even if they are not scripted. Andrejevic suggests that the underlying claim of most reality TV shows, though, is that comprehensive surveillance doesn’t oppress subjectivity, it creates authenticity.1'5 This is because it is supposedly the case that no one could keep “performing” 24/7. The “real” self has to show itself eventually, and thus the more intrusive the surveillance, the greater the chance that one is seeing reality. Both of these claims, however, are founded on the modernist assumption that performance masks reality and there is some real self beneath the appearances one puts up in various contexts and situations. It is this fiction of the self that has to go. I am constituted by my roles and relationships—and by the manner in which I appear in these contexts. The mask does not hide some true self but only hides another mask. While it is thus perhaps true that on camera I would act differently from the way in which I act off camera, this does not indicate that the former is appearance and the latter reality. It merely shows that the two different contexts are two different ways in which I am made manifest. The narrative cohesion of our lives is up for grabs when we realize that the self is defined by its performances—which is to say, its appearances. But cohesion is still possible. Once we abandon the modernist fiction of the stable self, we are free to see the roles we play as constitutive of our identity rather than masks behind which the real self remains hidden. To be under constant surveillance, then, creates a particular kind of self—one I have been calling a disvidual—but it gets us neither closer to nor farther away from a true self. In some ways, the fiction of the true self is related to the fiction of the singular author of a text. In his essay, “What Is an Author?,” Michel Foucault writes: “The author is . . . the ideological figure by which one marks the manner in which we fear the proliferation of meaning.” 4 That is, the concept of “the author” marks our realization—and the resulting panic over the fact—that multiple interpretations of a text provide multiple meanings for that text. Modernity’s preoccupation with the real as opposed to that which is perspectival, interpreted, and subjective thus creates a sense of anxiety. We manufacture the idea of “the singular author” in order to have someone on whom we can pin the responsibility of “singular author-ity as to the true meaning of the text.” Similarly, the Active notion of the cohesive self is an attempt to wiggle out of the responsibility we have to be and act authentically in each individual context that constitutes our lives. It is an authenticity that cannot be had by appeal to something more real than what appears in this moment. Just as the meaning of this text—this text that was written by me, H. Peter Steeves— is always up for grabs, so, too, am I, as H. Peter Steeves, always up for grabs. These words would mean different things if they were currently being written by