Popular Culture Review Vol. 17, No. 1, Winter 2006 | Page 56

52 Popular Culture Review At the same moment as smoke is olfactorialy detected, it may also be visually tracked, tasted in the air, as well as heard in noisy exhalations of satisfaction. Going back to breath and its habitual circularity, I note again that it is unusual for people to mark their breath unless they have been doing something physically strenuous or if they are marking it under medical instruction. Cassie, a non-smoker, explained to me that when she is with Laura, her best friend, she finds it hard to have a normal conversation with Laura when Laura is smoking. I also know Laura, have smoked with her, and have never found her to be conversationally difficult. I asked Cassie why she felt this way. Cassie said: Well, when she smokes, all I can hear is puffing, when she was having her cigarette, and I have to kind of wait to finish what I was saying until after she lets that breath out. When she talks to me, she waits until she’s exhaled to finish what she is saying; sometimes it’s mid-sentence, and it’s like a very stilted conversation with someone who has just run a marathon. It isn’t like that at all when she is not smoking.41 Here, Cassie’s attention is drawn to Laura’s breath, as is Laura’s, which ceases to be a habitual unmarked process, and effectively dissolves the basis on which Cassie and Laura can unreflexively and habitually speak to one another. As Polanyi notes, speaking requires a corporeal disattendance, a focus away from the act of speaking, and a focus on the sociality and intercorporeal cooperation of conversation, in order for conversation to proceed in a habitual manner.42 Katz describes talk in these terms as a kind of ‘disattended singing.’43 Attention to exhalation effectively breaks up the capacity for disattended habitual talking. Cassie had mentioned her problem to Laura; and Laura had felt ‘hurt.’ Touch is also critical here. I have alluded to the ways in which touch is involved in smoking in terms of the capacity of smoke to link personal bodies in Indonesia, and in the case of the post-coital cigarette, which reflects and extends intercorporeal relationships made through touch. Touch to the cigarette object itself is also involved in the sensual knot of smoking practice. Megan pointed to the dissolving boundary between cigarette object and her own hands when she spoke of her attempts to ‘look sexy and elegant’ as she smoked. Megan said, ‘I always smoke long cigarettes, super kings, and lately, I have been considering using a cigarette holder.’44 When I asked her why, she looked disapprovingly at her hands. ‘My hands are really pudgy, and my fingers are short and squat,’ she complained. ‘When I hold a cigarette, like this,’ she said, holding up her ‘smoking fingers,’ my whole arm looks longer, and I feel more elegant. It’s like wearing false eyelashes, for that illusion of length.’ ‘What do you do with your other hand?’ I asked. ‘Champagne flute,’ she replied instantly. ‘Long stemmed.’45 The holding of cigarette object in the short fingers of the pudgy hand effectively extended these shortcomings into the longer reach of Megan, as