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54 Popular Culture Review she and her parents will be killed by Traynor. She insists that she wants to escape and notify the police, but points to Traynor’s constant threats of murder. Thus, Lovelace textually justifies her actions in the name of avoiding harm: There was always a gun pointed at my head. Even when no gun could be seen, there was always a gun pointed at my head...It’s impossible for people to understand real terror unless they’ve felt it, lived it, tasted it. It’s impossible to picture your own death until that possibility is real, until.. .you are looking at a madman holding a loaded gun. (69-70) Jaksa and Pritchard (1988), however, point out that ethical decision-making based on avoidance of harm may be at the cost of another harm. For example, a lie told to protect the deceived from suffering might also prevent the deceived from making a decision (100-101). In Lovelace’s case, not contacting the police to avoid self-harm and harm to her parents presumably led to the harm of other women being used by Traynor for monetary gain. Absent from Lovelace’s ethical justification are peer consultation and the test of publicity. Obviously, the former would have been of little value to her, considering her “peers” were working in the sex industry. However, the latter, with its reliance on gaining a wide range of divergent views before making an ethical decision, might have been effective in developing a strategy for ending her victimization. Meanwhile, like Lovelace, baseball legend Pete Rose relies heavily on a conscience-based ethical justification in his autobiography of expiation, Pete Rose: My Story (1989). Rose was suspended for life from baseball on August 24, 1989. Rose had admitted to betting heavily on football and basketball through bookmakers and associations with felons. He denies ever betting on baseball or his own team, the Cincinnati Reds. However, the commissioner of Major League Baseball, the late A. Bartlett Giamatti, believed that Rose had bet on baseball, thus warranting the life-time suspension for the future Hall of Famer (232-233). Although admitting to heavy gambling, Rose justified his exploits by convincing himself that no ethical lines had been crossed as long as he did not bet on baseball. For Rose, gambling is an enjoyable activity that fills up his free time and feeds into his competitive nature (261). Precisely put, gambling on any and every sport other than baseball meets the dictates of his conscience — a less stringent ethical exercise than peer consultation and the test of publicity. Because of its relentless attack on how the press covered his suspension, Rose’s autobiography engages in its own measure of self-deception in the act of ameliorating an image. He believes the press is more accountable for the rapid decline of his image than his own actions, accusing the media of journalistic overkill and distortion, even responding in “orgasmic glee” upon the publicizing of his