MORE Magazine January 2017 | Page 43

I fought the silent counting within my feelings of being back at square 1 . I imagined GOD watching me and knew to pray for strength , the enormous feeling of what to do next had me dumbfounded . I decided to keep designing stationery and saving my work , for again , to await their purchases . I refused to believe GOD would watch me use so much effort and not allow me to reap fruit for it . The best thing to do was to keep on working on my stationery and waiting on my GOD .
As I share this with you , I remember telling myself how busy GOD was , that ’ s the reason he ’ d not gotten around to my business prayers as yet .
Stationary , was what every created stationery posted advertisement read . I ’ d been designing , posting , and after about three months time , I noticed it . I relied on my spell check ’ s ability to insure my correct spelling and that ’ s what it did . I simply didn ’ t pay attention enough to acknowledge the correctly spelled word I was using , expressed the wrong meaning . I went to my facebook page , to looked at the numerous amounts of posts i ’ d uploaded , and every last one of them said STATIONARY .
So many thoughts added themselves within me right next to my pure 100 % feeling of embarrassment . How did I make that kind of mistake ? How many laughs and jokes did my mistake provoke ? How could peoplenotice my mistake , and not tell me ? Ultimately , that embarrassment was self caused . Due to this experience , notes were made psychologically , i ’ ve learned the realization , that people will watch you making mistakes .
I thank GOD for that mistake ! I obtained some clear unforgettable understandings , from my misuse of one word . Because of that mistake , I will trust my spelling after triple checking my spelling . Because of that mistake , I know my errors , will be allowed . Because of that mistake , I learned to be seriously cautious moving forward , for myself . The embarrassment I felt lasted within me for some time , the lessons learned will be with me forever .