KWEE Liberian Literary Magazine Jan. Iss. Vol. 0115 May Issue Vol. 0515 | Page 12

Liberian Literary Magazine Promoting Liberian literature, Arts and Culture SHE She made one too many mistakes, for this, she only gets to see her child from behind bars. The child longs for counsel, she longs for the comfort of a child’s touch, hug, cuddle. You are in our thoughts. She weeps, she moans, she feels helpless but never gives up. She watches as her child fades away; snatched by the cold hands of death. What is there to live for? No mother should have to bury her child. A prayer is not enough for her. Yet she finds a way to carry on and even live. You are a Goddess. She is disturbed, this illness has taken over not just her child but her mental state as well, for as long as the child is sick, the mother is edgy and sick as well. She nurses the child to health risking her own health. For her, we offer a prayer. She’s pained, she’s sad; she’s unable to feed her children. She watches them go to bed hungry. Nothing could be worse, yet after a restless night, the next day, she resolves with renewed hope and determination, to make it better. She focuses on providing meals even if there is no bed. We carry you in our hearts. She can no longer cry. Tears have dried out. She has to visit a cemetery today since her child is unable to come by or wish her a happy day. She dreads the moment when she sees the name on the headstone. Sunrise – Sunset. It pierces her heart anew for the sun has not risen nor set since that heart wrenching news. She does it all lone, no help, no dad, no family, at least not when needed. She’s a single mom; it is not a title or badge. She’s lonely, alone, scared many ’a times, weighted by life, but she must carry on, quitting is not an option. Whether she raises 1, 2, 4, 7 or 8 kids, it doesn’t matter. For you mother[s], we say special supplications. They fight and fuss oft, all the time. Now they barely speak or see each other. They haven’t for a while now. That mother needs her child; that child needs the mom back. We say a prayer for them. She’s far way. Distance kills not her love, prayers, worries, if anything, it increases it. But there lingers no doubt that she remains there, right there. We remember you mother 12 She is expecting, anxiety consumes her; she is both apprehensive and excited for the new life she carries. She knows her life is changed forever, but she dares this new word, unflinchingly. She’s planned all her life for this role. She may ace it or not but she is doing it come what may. She needs help so we offer her up to the ancestors. She is more than just a mother to her own; she caters to every child she can; her home a constant refuge for all; safe place to any who needs. We hold you in a special place She struggles with the chores of home; juggling everyone’s needs but hers; she fights to keep her marriage and raise her children; she can’t afford to slip, she must balance everything we say a prayer. Every mother out there, you have every reason to enjoy this day although to some, this will not be a time of celebration. There is too much loss, pain and sorrows that prevent the moment of joy. We say, when things subside, take the moment to smile, laugh and appreciate life. D. Othniel Forte