April Magazine 2016 | Page 60

but we don’t know the meaning of reverence. We have built halls of governance, but we don’t know how to lead. We have built temporary structures to keep one another in, but far too often to keep one another out. We have neglected the most sacred of temples, the place most deserving of reverence and the clearest guide that can lead us into a new day. Already present in our midst are billions of temples, billions of halls of understanding and leadership, and doorways longing to be opened by the only thing that can: love. Love resides in the temple of every human being. It rumbles and quakes all around us, ceaselessly pushing to the surface. It is the greatest weapon in our arsenal. It is more powerful than any armament, more certain than any governance, and more inclusive than any religion. It is universal. It is needed. It is love. THERE IS A RUMBLING by Elaine Grohman T us from knowing our true selves moves in its unshakable journey. This journey begins deep within. There is a quaking deep within us that shakes our hearts and our minds, deep within the caverns of our psyche. We do not know what it is, so we fear it. As we learn to let our own humanity unfold, all things of great importance begin to move within us. This unfolding is required for our growth, yet often we are not aware of its importance to us. As we stand as witnesses to the preciousness of life, it rumbles. There is a change underfoot. There is a change that is bubbling madness to the surface of our world, as the things that have kept And then, it happens. We feel its uniqueness, its beauty, its mystery, and its power. We feel life. We feel our own life. here is a rumbling moving beneath our feet. There is a rumbling moving within us. There is a rumbling all around. There is a rumbling that has caused humanity to fear all manner of things. There is a rumbling. 60 | Eydis Magazine Far too often we neglect to feel life until it begins to slip away. Far too often we neglect to look at the truth of our importance, our purpose, our goal, and our gift. Far too often we fear the rumble and the quake because we have been taught to stand outside of the reverence we so desperately need, fearful of entering its perfect chamber. Instead of entering the most sacred of places, we construct monuments that represent it. We have built temples of learning, but we don’t know how to teach. We have built temples of worship, We have separated ourselves from our selves, and we feel the rumble. We feel the quake. We have allowed fear to rule us, prejudice to blind us, and ignorance to lead us. We struggle to comprehend the rumble, fearfully and ignorantly believing that is one more thing to conquer. We feel the quaking and misunderstand it, believing instead that we can become more whole by seeking more, owning more, wanting more, and doing more. So we work through the rumble, and pretend it isn’t there. In the singular holy moments of life that make up a lifetime, we feel the rumble. As we hold the hand of a loved one and feel the singular preciousness of their being, we feel the rumble. As we witness the decline in the pristine environments of our youth, we feel the rumble deep within, calling for our attention. As we hear of atrocities willfully perpetrated upon other human beings and upon Mother Earth, we feel the rumble. And we misunderstand its deep and powerful call. As long as humanity chooses to close it out, the rumble will remain. It will always remain and it is nothing to fear. It is the dawning of a new embrace of life, one that we have feared and one that we have longed for. Standing beneath our feet, hidden below the surface like an acorn about to emerge from its protective armor, there is a big-ness that only love can create. If we could only see the strength and determination of one single acorn as the life within it cracks open the outer shell that has held its life within, we would feel life quake beneath us—a mighty power that allows a tiny shelled miracle to push through the darkness and weight of the unknown to burst through the fertile ground of its resting place to become something greater than it could have ever imagined. We too are in the darkness, and the movement is all around us, awaiting our invitation to burst through the darkness of our thinking to merge with the life that is about to unfold. It is the emerging love within every human heart that calls for us to embrace its unending, ceaseless and benevolent power.