24 do . I didn ’ t even go see my parents at Christmas because I couldn ’ t drive up there . It does affect me but , it sucks , I sit here and think I hate my life in that regard but there ’ s a lot of things .. I ’ ve helped a lot of people over the last couple of years so that ’ s been a blessing too . I look at it like it could always be worse . I ’ ve missed out on a lot too . People wanted me to teach in Japan , go here or there . I just don ’ t want to get in a state where I want to murder myself so I just keep go-
24 do . I didn ’ t even go see my parents at Christmas because I couldn ’ t drive up there . It does affect me but , it sucks , I sit here and think I hate my life in that regard but there ’ s a lot of things .. I ’ ve helped a lot of people over the last couple of years so that ’ s been a blessing too . I look at it like it could always be worse . I ’ ve missed out on a lot too . People wanted me to teach in Japan , go here or there . I just don ’ t want to get in a state where I want to murder myself so I just keep go-