Wheaton College Alumni Magazine Spring 2013 | Page 37

An Old Jalopy Back on Campus by Wallace Alcorn ’52, G.S. ’59 A year ago, as I headed for my class’ 60th, I reflected. Like an old jalopy, I am constantly in the repair shop, but I keep running—if only from habit. But they do a responsible job in patching me up, and I accept the responsibility of doing what is within my ability as an investment in longevity. However my body is aging, my responsibility is to keep maturing as a person. Octogenarian. This is what they say I am. But we have misunderstood our seniors, because what we supposed was the leisure of old age is the industry of staying alive. The goal is not achievement, but survival. What should puzzle us is not why we are so often sick and disabled, but why we should still be alive when so many are not. We are privileged with an opportunity denied them. With this undeserved privilege comes the obligation to live the lives we have. I’ve been many places, but I don’t think I have arrived yet. I’ve done many things and have had a lot of fun. I’ve even done a little good now and then, although not nearly as much as I could have done. I know more than I understand and have done more than I have accomplished. I wish I had thought more about what God wants of me much earlier in life. It’s hard to catch up. I’ve wasted time when I should have used it. I wish I had looked for the importance in the m