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A As a Registered Nurse at a local hospital, just having were rising substantially. The bank initially told us that given birth to my second child, I was struggling at work. an increased loan would not be a problem. Several weeks My patient group would always “fall apart” before the in, they backed out, saying this industry was too risky. day’s end. The easy patients who were supposed to be A week or so after that, it dawned on me that I had NO in and out would ultimately have some major issue. One retail experience. My training was in nursing and pharma- day, a fellow employee asked me if I prayed. Yes, I prayed. cy. What was I doing? What was I thinking? So, I prayed, All the time! But, I felt like I couldn’t share my faith with asking God again if this was the right path for me. Fear my patients. The hospital never said I couldn’t, but there was trying to take over. Then, one day, I heard the Holy was always this fear that I would get in trouble if I did. Spirit remind me that THIS was what I had been praying I hadn’t always been a Christian. As I was beginning my critical care semester of nursing school, I wasn’t doing for. That was my huge “Duh” moment. I had been praying for job where I could openly serve Him. as well as I wanted. Though I was studying all the time, I We opened in February of 2010. The look and dynamics became very frustrated and fearful of failure. Then, I of the store have changed drastically since then. Initially started having suicidal thoughts. But, one day, it came to we had a whimsical boutique with children’s wear and me: I had everything… a great husband, a child, family handbags, jewelry, and some gifts for babies and adults. and a home. Then, it clicked. The thoughts that haunted After completing a successful diet several years ago, I had me were not my own. This was the evil one on my shoul- trouble finding the clothes I wanted, so I prayed again. der trying to get me to end my life. It became clear to me Then, I ordered a few things to see how it would go. With be easy, but it will be worth it. The Lord has brought that I was in a huge spiritual battle, and I didn’t know more and more requests, I built up my women’s clothing. God-loving people in my life who have retail or business what to do. I was afraid to tell anyone. In the medical I kept in mind what Florence had to offer shoppers, and I experience to help guide me. “Blessed is the man who field, anyone with thoughts of suicide is automatically thought there was still another market that had not yet perseveres under trial; because, when he has stood the referred to a behavioral health facility, but my situation been tapped into. test, he will receive the crown of life that God has prom- was different. After several weeks, I called a Christian As time passed, we were bursting at the seams. I prayed ised to those who love Him.” (James 1:12) Stay focused friend and asked them to pray for me. But, the “thoughts” for over a year to see what I should do. After Christmas on God and His word, and don’t forget to thank Him. didn’t go away. Not too long after, the church of a family we got a computer system to track inventory, then nego- I often think of the saying, “What if you wake up tomorrow member was having a revival and I had an urge to go. It tiations and pricing began for an expansion. I was fear- and only have what you thanked God for today?” Have was almost like a gentle push and a small voice saying, ful again. The process was not easy for me. I had staff to faith, and believe that God will see you through. “Go. Go. Just go!” So, that night, my mom went with me. schedule, sales to plan, marketing strategies to initiate, I have grown leaps and bounds in my Christian faith At the end of the sermon, I responded to the invitation and lots of extra inventory and racks to buy… but no- since opening this business. God’s love is amazing and and gave my life to Jesus. It was as though a thousand where to store them. Then, I learned a lesson. God moves His forgiveness is astounding. Just give Him a chance. pounds had been lifted off my shoulders, and a sense in His time, not mine. Give your life to Him and watch Him move in it! If any- of peace and love filled my body. The spiritual suicidal I told my sister recently that I don’t feel like I own this one prays for God’s will, He will show the way. He loves battle continued for several more weeks, then, finally, it store. This is God’s business, and He is using me help you and will never forsake you. It won’t always be easy, subsided. spread His word. We only play Christian music. The but it will be worth it.  The Lord has brought God-lov- I wanted to work where I could openly share God’s scriptures on the wall will soon be up again. (They ing  people in my life who have retail or business ex- great love and not be afraid. After months of praying, my were taken down during the renovation and painting of perience to help guide me.  “Blessed is the man who husband asked me if I wanted to open Pretty N Bliss. the walls.) We staple a scripture on every receipt and perseveres under trial; because, when he has stood the I have always loved clothing, and I loved dressing my girls. change them several times a week. I try to encourage and test, he will receive the crown of life that God has prom- At first, I didn’t think he was serious… but, he was! motivate others to continue living godly lives by plant- ised to those who love Him.” (James 1:12) Stay focused Although some of my family thought I was a little ing seeds of hope. An elderly woman saw a scripture on God and His word, and don’t forget to thank Him. crazy leaving a paying job with benefits, they still sup- on her receipt and said, “Wow, you’re bold.” I replied, I often think of the saying, “What if you wake up tomorrow ported me. Another retailer in town told me I was crazy. “No, ma’am. Just being obedient.” I deal with fear like and only have what you thanked God for today?” Have She said she and others were struggling to pay the bills everyone else, but I don’t let it control me. Recently, a faith, and believe that God will see you through. and she didn’t think my business would work. But, I was customer told me she had started giving scriptures to her determined. My whole mission was to serve the Lord and customers at checkout. let this business glorify Him. About two months before we were set to open, costs If anyone prays for God’s will, He will show the way. He loves you and will never forsake you. It won’t always I have grown leaps and bounds in my Christian faith since opening this business.  God’s love is amazing and His forgiveness is astounding.  Just give Him a chance.  Give your life to Him and watch Him move in it!  Rhonda and Grant Page live in Florence and attend Cornerstone Baptist Church. They have three adorable children, Lauren, Callie, and Emerson. Originally from Hartsville, Rhonda is a graduate of Hartsville High School, FMU, and FDTC. Pretty N Bliss is located at 2509 S. Cashua Drive in Florence. SHEMAGAZINE.COM NOVEMBER 2015 29